Saturday, 15 October 2016

Fallout Mods Used 16th Oct 2016



_REMAKE_ Experienced Wanderer - Lone Wanderer for Companion Travelers -DLC Support- - Experienced Wanderer - Far Harbor
Advanced Settlement Turret Set
Advanced Skeleton - Advanced Skeleton v1.0
Adventurer Outfit - Adventurer Outfit 2K
Agent Outfit - Agent Outfit - CBBE
Airship - Player Home and Settlement - Airship - Player Home and Settlement
All-in-one Settlement Solution - AIO SS v1.1
Another Better Miniguns Plugin - Another Better Miniguns Plugin
Apocalypse Accessories - Glasses - Scarves - Bags - Apocalypse Accessories - CBBE
Apocalypse Attire - CBBE - Apocalypse Attire 1.1
Armor and Weapons Keyword Community Resource (AWKCR)
Armored Leotard - Ultimate Nuka Sweetroll Edition
Armorsmith Extended - AE Merged Deserter X v1.1
Armorsmith Extended - AE Merged Elianora v1.1
Armorsmith Extended - Armorsmith Automatron DLC v3.1
Armorsmith Extended - Armorsmith Extended v3.11
Armorsmith Extended - Armorsmith Far Harbor v3.1
Armorsmith Extended - Armorsmith Nuka World v3.1
Armorsmith Extended - Armorsmith Vault-Tec DLC v3.1
Art Connoisseur System
Art Connoisseur System ... a ''Frame'' work - ACS Master 1.03.1 Mesh Fix
Atom Bomb Pinups Paintings - ABP Paintings 5.03.1 Mesh Fix
Atom Bomb Pinups Paintings - Atom Bomb Pinups Paintings - Standalone 5.03
Automatron - Mechanist's Lair FULL SETTLEMENT - Automatron - Fixed Mechanist Lair
Automatron Dialogue Fix - Less Annoying Robot Companions - Automatron Dialogue Fix
Automatron for All - Automatron for All
Automatron Mr. Handy Factory Paint - Mr. Handy Factory Paint 1.2.1
Automatron Unlocked - Automatron Unlocked
Better Atom Cats Garage - Better Atom Cats Garage
Better Automatron Weapons - Better Automatron Weapons - Update 1.3
Better Beds - Poster and Comics - Pack 2 - Poster and Comics - Better beds
Better Beds - Poster and Comics - Pack 3 - Poster and Comics - Better beds
better Brahmin's Troughs
Better Companion Perks - Better Companion Perks v0.8
Better Explosives
Better High-Tech Lights - on-off switch bugfix and more - Better High-Tech Lights
Better Leaded Armor - Better Leaded Armor
Better Perks - Better Perks 0.40
Better Settlers
Better Settlers - Better Settlers Far Harbor Patch BETA
Better Settlers - Better Settlers OPTIONAL MAIN UPDATE 1.1c
Better Settlers - BetterSettlersAllFemale 1.1
Better Settlers - BetterSettlersCommunityClothingPack v 1.1b
Better Stores
Better The Third Rail - Better The Third Rail
Better Workshop Lights
BodySlide and Outfit Studio
Brighter Wasteland Workshop Lights - Brighter Wasteland Workshop Lights
Build High - Expanded Settlements 2.5 - Build High - Expanded Settlements 2.5
Buildable Burning Campfires and Fireplaces V3.0 - Buildable Burning Campfires and Fireplaces (no NPC burns)
Business Settlements 1.9 (Standalone) - Business Settlements 1.9 (updated version)
Caliente's Beautiful Bodies Enhancer -CBBE-
Carry Weight Modifications
CBBE BodySlide Universal Reference - CBBE BodySlide Universal Reference
CBBE-Bodyslide Underwear mesh WIP - Wearable Underwear v0.8b
Chem I Care Outfit Vanilla-CBBE - B. Chem I Care Outfit CBBE
Classic V.A.T.S. - Classic V.A.T.S.
Classy Cait - Better Makeup Cleaner Face Textures - Classy Cait - Better Makeup Cleaner Face Textures
Clean Pre-War Assets Expanded - Pre-War Assets Expanded Vault-Tec DLC (Main File)
Clean Settlement Beds - CS Beds
Clean Settlement Greenhouses - CS Greenhouses
Clean Settlement Homemaker Greenhouses - Clean Settlement Homemaker Greenhouses
Clean Shacks - Clean Shacks
Clean Snap'n Build - CS SnB 1.9
Clean Soup - CleanSoup_v1.01
Clean Wasteland Workshop - Clean Wasteland Workshop
Colored Quarry Texture Overhaul - Blue Marble 2K
Colored Workshop Lights - Colored Workshop Lights
Commonwealth Cuts - KS Hairdos - ApachiiSkyHair - Commonwealth Cuts 2.3
Commonwealth Mini Dresses Vanilla-CBBE-JB - BA. Commonwealth Mini Dresses CBBE with Bodyslide
Commonwealth Shorts Vanilla-CBBE-JB - B. Commonwealth Shorts CBBE
Companion Fall Damage Immunity - Companion Fall Damage Immunity
Concealed Armors - Concealed Armor
Concealed Armors Automatron DLC supported - Concealed Armors DLC supported
Configurable Power Armor Fusion Core Drain
Conquest - Build New Settlements and Camping - Conquest 1.3 Release
Construction Light Configurator
Convenient Stores
Courser X-92 Power Suit CBBE and PipBoy (Pip-Boy) - A. Courser X-92 Power Suit
Courser X-92 Power Suit Male Addon - Courser X-92 Power Suit Male 1_2
Covenant - irrigated and slightly expanded - Covenant.rar
Covenant Peaceful Solution - Covenant with scripting
Cozy Beds - with MY BED option - Cozy Beds- Main file
Cozy Beds - with MY BED option - Cozy beds- main file hotfix
Cozy Beds - with MY BED option - Cozy Beds- my bed addon
Craftable Animation Marker (Relaxation Furniture) - Craftable Animation Marker
Craftable Armor Size
Craftable Birds - Craftable Birds
Craftable Vault 81 Cure - Craftable Vault 81 Cure
Crazy Earl's Scrapyard - Crazy Earl's Scrapyard v1.5.0
CWSS Redux - Craftable Working Showers Sinks Baths Toilets Urinals etc - CWSS Redux - Custom Camera Version
Dalton Farm expansion (buildable areas) - DaltonFarmExpanded_1.0.zip
deLuxe Makeup - Eye Liner Masks
deLuxe Makeup - Lip Liner Mask
Dependency Quest Fix - Dependency Quest Fix v1.0
DMJ Remix -CBBE- - DMJ Remix -CBBE-
Dynamic Interior Fog Removal - DIFR - FogOut Exteriors Add-on
Dynamic Interior Fog Removal - DIFR - Main Files
Easy Hacking - Easy Hacking
Easy Lockpicking - Easy Lockpicking
Echo Lake Lumber expansion (buildable areas) - EchoLakeLumberExpanded_1.0.zip
Egret Tours Marina Interior Buildings
Egret Tours Marina Interior Buildings - Side buildings Update
Eli's Armour Collection Remade - Vanilla and CBBE - Eli's Armour Collection 3.4 - CBBE
Eli's Rugged Outfits - CBBE - Eli's Rugged Outfits 1.0
Essential Named Settlers
Expanded Ballistic Weave - Ballistic Bandanas
Expanded Ballistic Weave - Expanded Ballistic Weave
Extended Mechanist's Lair - Extended Mechanist's Lair
Extra Shipments - Extra Shipments 1.1
Extra Shipments - Extra Shipments 1.1 - Extra Ceramic and Aluminum Edition
Faction Housing Overhaul - All In One - Faction Housing Overhaul- AiO 1.2
Fairline Hill Estates - Player Settlement - Settlemods07_FairlineHillEstates.zip v1.0.1
Fallout 4 Seasons - Grass - Trees - Plants - Snow - FO4 Seasons Spring 3.0
Friendlier Marcy - MarcyLongDialogueEdits
Full Dialogue Interface
Full Dialogue Interface (NewDialog English and CN-DE-ES-FR-IT-JA-PL-PTBR-RU translations) - (English ONLY) Nuka World DLC support
Gone Feral - Quest - Gone Feral
Gruffydd's Signs and Posters - GruffyddSandP3.4
Gruffydd's Signs of the Times - Gruffydd's Signs of the Times 1.2a
Hangman's Alley Interior Apartments
Have a Beer - Animated Drinking - Have a beer - animated drinks
Hoodless BOS Field Scribe's Hat - V1.0
Immersive Coffee Mod - The Most Immersive Coffee Mod Ever
Immersive Vendors
Immersive Windows - Windows
Increased Build Limit Enhanced 4K - DD_Is_a_god_All IN One Enhanced Build Limit
Jackets and Coats of the Commonwealth - Jacket of the commonwealth - EN
Jamaica Plain Interior Home
JC - Shirt and Jeans - JC - Shirt and Jeans AWKCR
JC - Shirt and Jeans - JC - Shirt and Jeans with BodySlide
Jets Bed Collection - Jets Bed Collection 1 01
Just Rugs - Friffy_Fixed Rugs_v3 - Complete
Kai's Covenant Build Set Improved - Kai's Covenant Build Set Improved 1.41
Kirs freckles - Kirs freckels
Lace Dresses - Vanilla - CBBE- Bodyslide - CBBE Lace Dresses
Lacy Underwear
Lady Killer and Black Widow work on both genders - Gender Perks Effect Both Genders
Latex Suits - Plain - Nurse - Corset - Dress - Zero Suit Samus - for CBBE and Bodyslide - Bodyslide Data
Latex Suits - Plain - Nurse - Corset - Dress - Zero Suit Samus - for CBBE and Bodyslide - Latex Nurse Suit Outfit 1.3.2.1
Latex Suits - Plain - Nurse - Corset - Dress - Zero Suit Samus - for CBBE and Bodyslide - Latex NurseSuit - Crafting Workbenches Patch
Legendary Modification
Legendary Modification - DLC (Automatron) (Far Harbor) (Nuka World) and Additional Fixes (ENG)
Legendary Modification Enhanced
Lots More Facial Hair - Lots More Facial Hair v. 1.21
Lots More Female Hairstyles - Lots More Female Hairstyles v. 1.33
Lots More Settlers and Enemies - LMSE - Far Harbor - Better Settlers Compatibility Patch v.0.97b
Lots More Settlers and Enemies - LMSE - Far Harbor v.0.97b
Lots More Settlers and Enemies - LMSE (Main File) Better Settlers Compatibility Patch v.0.97b
Lots More Settlers and Enemies - LMSE (Main File) Vault-Tec Workshop Patch v.0.97b
Lots More Settlers and Enemies - Lots More Settlers and Enemies v.0.97b - (LMSE Main File)
Lovers Luxury Bed - The Black Widow (STANDALONE - MYBed) - 2k (MYBed) Lovers Luxury Bed - the BLACK WIDOW
Lovers Luxury bed - The Lady Killer (STANDALONE - MYBed) - 2k (MYBed) Lovers Luxury Bed - the LADY KILLER
Lowered Weapons - DLC Addon - Lowered Weapons - DLC Addon - Full
Lowered Weapons - Lowered Weapons 1.1
Makanar Perk options fixes - Perk options patch
Makanar's Perk Options
Marlborough Mansion - Marlborough Mansion DLC VERSION
Maxwell's World - Main File 1.04
Moddable and FIXED Professor Goodfeels
Moddable Graygarden (Automatron) - Moddable Graygarden v1.0
MOON - Beautiful High Res Texture Set - MOON
More Guard Posts - Guard Chair
More Guard Posts - Guard Posts - Defense 6
More Guard Posts - Guard Rug
More Guard Posts - Guard Stool
More Powerful Windmills
More Productive Scavengers
More Weaves - No Railroad - More Weaves
Motoko Hair (GITS) - Motoko Hair
Multiple Floors Sandboxing - Multiple Floors Sandboxing
NanoSuit
Night Person Rank 2 - No Night Vision - Night Person Rank 2 No Night Vision for Far Harbor
Nine Inch Nails Radio - Nine Inch Nails Radio (OWR-Boston)
NorthlandDiggers Resources - Animals - Landscape - Garden and more... - NorthlandDiggers 1.4
NorthlandDiggers Resources - Animals - Landscape - Garden and more... - NorthlandDiggers SummerRose Merge
Nuka Gear - Nuka Gear CBBE 1.2
Nuka World - Skip raiding your own settlements - Skip HSH
OCD - Overhauled Critical Damage - OCD1.1-OverhauledCriticalDamage
Oni face wet re-texture
Open Oberland Bridge - OpenOberlandBridge.esp
Orphans of the Commonwealth - More Children - Orphans of the Commonwealth V4
Paint that house - Paint that house
Patch Job
Place Everywhere - Place (Fallout4 1.7.22 - latest release)
Ponytail Hairstyles by Azar v2.0 - Ponytail Hairstyles by Azar v2_0 - BA2 version
Precursor Suit - OniGITS Retexture - Precursor Suit
Quieter Settlements
Really Ghoulish - Really Ghoulish
Rebuilt Series Prewar Houses
Rebuilt Series Prewar Houses - Rebuilt Sanctuary Bridge
Reneer's Close That Door Mod - Reneer's Close That Door Mod 2.2
Renovated Decorations - Renovated Decorations
Renovated Furniture - Renovated Furniture 4.0
Rich Merchants - Rich Merchants 1.1
Rickety Restored Sanctuary Bridge - Initial Release
Rockin' Red Rocket - Rockin' Red Rocket 2.1
School Desk - Child Settler Work Station - School Desk - Child Settler Work Station - Bonus Happiness
Scrap Everything
Scrappable Commonwealth - Scrappable Commonwealth - Alpha 1.1d
Settlement Attacks Beyond - Settlement Attacks Beyond
Singing Settler
Skip DIMA memories - Far Harbor - Skip DIMA memories
Snap'n Build - Snap'n Build - craftable configuration holo-tape
Snap'n Build - Snap'n Build v1.9
Solar Panels - Solar Power
Sol's Six Thousand Implants - SolsSixThousandCaps
Stackable Brick Walls and Foundations - Stackable Brick Walls and Foundations
Steel Harvester - Steel Scrapyard Sheds - Scrapyard Harvest Shed v2.0
SuitDreams - Sexy Female Clothes pack CBBE - SuitDreams_Bodyslide
SuitDreams - Sexy Female Clothes pack CBBE - SuitDreams_Main files
SuitDreams - Sexy Female Clothes pack CBBE - suitdreams_Textures pack 1024x1024
Summer Roses - Summer Roses - NO SKE
The Commonwealth Camper - The_Commonwealth_Camper-1.1 Full
The Secretary (Outfit-CBBE) - Secretary Outfit
Tidy Settlers - TidySettlers 1_0
True Eyes - Fallout 4 Edition - TRUE EYES - Fallout 4 Edition - Saturated - Heavy Lashes
Tutorial - Adding custom workshop categories with scripts - Universal missing menus fixer
Unlimited Companion Framework - Unlimited Companion Framework v1-0-9
Vanilla Patrolman Sunglasses replacement - Police glasses replacer
Vanilla Patrolman Sunglasses replacement - Police glasses stand-alone
Vault 1080 - Vault 1080
Vault 88 - More Vault Rooms - Vault 88 - More Vault Rooms
Vault 88 double budget - vault88 budget x2
Vault 88 Spawn Fix - Vault 88 Spawn Fix
Vault Corners Plus - VaultCornersPlus
Vault-Tec DLC - Snappable Vault Floor-mats - Snappable Vault-Tec Floor-mats
Vault-Tec Power Conduits Increased Radius - VaultTecPowerConduitRadius5xEN
Vault-Tec Workshop Overhaul - Vault-Tec Workshop Overhaul 3.1
Visible Companion Affinity
Vivid Fallout - Rocks - Textures in HD - ORIGINAL SIZE - LOWER RESOLUTION - Vivid Fallout - Rocks - 2k
Vivid Fallout - Rocks - Textures in HD - ORIGINAL SIZE - LOWER RESOLUTION - Vivid Fallout - Rocks - HD Normal Maps
WET

Wednesday, 12 October 2016

Jule. (Spoilers for Far Harbour)

I found Jule's story very depressing - like a lot of Fallout 4, it's a no-win scenario, and you, thanks to the inflexibility of voice acting, can't do anything clever to solve the problem.

You might be the most intelligent, scientifically and medically trained person in the Commonwealth, with access to the Institute and the Railroad's best minds - and it don't matter squat. You have the same choices in game as a moron.

Jule seems suicidally depressed at the end of her story. She keeps repeating that she has nowhere to go and can't trust anyone. She just sits in a shack, on the dirty ground, with no food, no water, exposed to monsters who will kill her in horrible ways.

So I said "Fuck that!", and built something decent around her. I don't have the skills to mod her behaviour, but by moving the 'rug' that has the scripted negative look, I feel like I symbolically removed that behaviour at least.



I gave her food and water, and cups of hot chocolate, and a warm shower she can use whenever she wants to - and she does use it, although - alas - the game reverts her to her grubby self.

I that imagine she gets so dirty from tending her garden. Or she's got Pigpen's curse, I suppose!




You can never have too many cups of hot chocolate.

I don't know if she's exactly happy - but she doesn't seem as miserable?
Is that a slight smile?
I popped down a deckchair for her to use...

and Piper snapped it up like the greedy chair-pig she is!

Tamed wolves act as guards. 

The house training is a little spotty but nothing's perfect.

Jule's bed. I'd like one like that.

There was a glitch in the production run of this synth.

The view from the top of Jule's house.

Deacon's fixing up some turrets on the roof of the shed she likes to sit in, and watch the sunset.
The view from the wind turbine - I think I've really made Acadia's outer areas somewhere nice to live in, don't you?
Valentine and Deacon discuss the view, from above the fog
- which we now suspect was caused by the Vim production process.

For all your dining needs, visit Jule's Place. Now with less random ghoul attacks.

Saturday, 1 October 2016

Wednesday, 14 September 2016

Review: Nuka World (Spoilers!)

I sort out my equipment, strapping on guns, guns and more guns. I'm going to need them!








Spoilers ahead:








Well, I went through Nuka World.  I loved the scenery, and the funhouse especially.



 I found the story about the quest to save people from turning into ferals enjoyable and moving - but found it frustrating that i couldn't mention being the leader of the Minutemen, that I had a settlement of ghouls, and was friends with GoodNeighbour who would have loved to have known of a solution, and all of them would have funded research.

Heck, I wanted to make Oswald live on an island with his ferals, and only deal with him via electronics, in case it was his presence that was turning them. That would have been a twist!

I kinda wish i could recruit Oswald to run this place again
- he was a heck of a showman.






My career seems to involve a lot of joining groups,
only to turn on them and kill off their members.

Looking down from my Penthouse view.
Wouldn't it be cool if they had made it all developable as settlements?
I mean, there are mods that sort of work - but they are always buggy, and struggle with litter etc.

But I'd love to have looked down as the ruler of this town.

I just didn't want to rule over treacherous psychopaths. Sue me.
Perhaps I should stock the pond with carp...

But you don't get any of those choices - i guess the voice acting limitation won again.

Well, what about with the raiders? Are they reformable? Well, one tribe was, in an earlier game, but the three here just seem to be evil. The Disciples just seemed to be the worst, the Operators to have potential. But changing them is not an option.




Heck, changing Gage isn't either. In fact, he telepathically knows as soon as you kill one of the mob bosses, regardless of the fact I used the Sandman kill in the middle of the night.

All the raiders knew. Being stealthy or persuasive is out - it's time to slaughter until the streets run red.


I stumbled over Gage, who went from practically professing his love for me to insta-hate.

Hey, why was he loyal to the raiders, who made it clear they were going to kill him if his plan to have me as the new overboss failed?

Why wasn't there an option for him to walk in exile, or even be recruited as an agent for the Commonwealth? Worse men than him have served as agents of the crown.


So i shoot and I shoot and I shoot and I shoot and they are all dead. Jeez, even the Institute had some option for saving some of them.

There's beautiful artwork in Fallout, I love constructing settlements (especially modded) - but argh, it really disappoints me as a game.






Sometimes I find the panorama
of my creations
rather breathtaking!

(But I wish i could fix the bloody rooves!)

I dunno, maybe they should just sell the construction game separately from the shoot-em-up!


Still, the holes do allow for easy access
if anyone wants to join me in my viewing pleasures...
I loot the bodies. Can I turn the place into a settlement at least?

Nope, not an option.

The traders inform me they'll be running the place for themselves, without joining the Minutemen even, despite remaining helpless; despite being ripe for the next group of thugs to take over.



So what was their big plan? The Raiders were going to take over the Commonwealth?

It was never going to happen.

The BoS have air power - they could have dropped nukes on raider towns from the sky, and every settlement would have turned to swear fealty to them if the Minutemen failed to protect them.

"So you freed me - am i supposed to feel grateful?"
And the Institute - well, the raiders didn't seem to even be aware of them.

The neurological weapons the raiders had - the persuasion gas, for example - wouldn't have worked on synths, but would have been refined even further by a hi-tech organisation that specialised in biochemistry. The Institute could have teleported them in everywhere they wanted...

I will say, I think the pink rifles are just adorable!

The Raiders were only good at pillaging weak groups, making them weaker, making them die, in a world where humanity was already struggling.

They might have caused the Commonwealth to implode, before they died out themselves at the hands of their many enemies. Which included themselves, they turned on each other very quickly.

So what did I think of it as a DLC? It was okay. I had a season pass, which did the job. I think if you wanted to play as an evil character, and had this right from the start, then it would be good value.


I found Automatron to be more engaging, and it had a little more choice involved as well - I'd have to rate it as the best DLC, followed by Far Harbour.

I prefer playing as the hero, because, well, evil's just ... mundane I guess. But that's my taste. If you want to let the darker side of your nature rip - this is the one for you!

Thursday, 8 September 2016

Blackface, whiteface and aussieface.

No-one really does blackface nowadays anyway.








Bert Williams. A black man doing blackface. I wonder what he thought of it all?

What is blackface? A caricature used in entertainment. Usually involves singing. Sure, the people are shown as buffoons, but that’s done of every ethnic grouping.









Even to poor kittens, alas. Always being stereotyped.



I’m Australian, and if you want to dress up as a silly caricature of my nation, I don’t care. Knock yourself out.




Preferably with the Adelaide ‘96, a smashing white wine with an lovely afterburn coming and going.



The thing is, it’s only racist if you genuinely believe that certain people are inferior on the basis of race.



Did Tim genuinely believe South Africans looked or acted like that?

Of course not. It’s a joke. It’s funny because it’s in bad taste.





When Snoop Dog does ‘white guy’, no-one gets offended. It’s a joke. We get it. There’s no malice.





Dwyane Wade Dressing as Justin Timberlake for Halloween.

A caricature of a popular celebrity? Oh no! How terrible!

Don’t care. It’s a joke.





This skit is geoblocked here, but it looks funny. Key & Peele In a sketch called "Das Negros" where two Black men are hiding from the Nazis--disguised as white Germans.


Seriously, the way to disempower things like blackface is to do blackface. Or whiteface, or yellowface, or Avatar-blue-face - it doesn’t matter.

By disconnecting the malice from the situation, by desensitising rather than the SocJus super-sensitising process... you change it from something that genuinely hurt people to a quaint reflection of a time that has passed.






When I hear jokes about Australians being convicts, i don’t find them funny, not because they insult my ancestors, but because that lacks wit. Genuinely looking into the absurdity of the time makes for good humour.

This is the sort of thing that was done to my ancestors. They would be put into masks designed to dehumanise them, and not allowed to speak to other prisoners. How that was supposed to make them better human beings I shall never understand.

But it’s funny too - because it is so fucking over the top.



Look at the size of those chains! Push that a bit further, make it caricature, and you have an excellent costume.

Desensitisation is important.



The reason this officer can endure the naked aggression of this woman is because he has had an officer shouting at him. He learned how to cope in a less dangerous situation and can now deal with her without taking his pistol and removing her brain from her skull, like most people would.

He is desensitised.

http://www.hitl.washington.edu/projects/burn/cleanspider4inch100.jpg

Here we have desensitisation training for someone afraid of spiders. (source)

Note: this is the exact opposite of how SoJus manages things, with it's trigger warnings and 'microaggressions' and 'safespace'.



And here we have the outcome. The phobia is gone. Until she visits Australia and something that size but venomous and aggressive spots her from across the room and runs her down like... but enough of my childhood...

We don't live in an era where white people are roaming about, looking to lynch a black man for touching a white woman. Black people have no sane reason to fear white people. If anything, in the US, black people should fear black people. Black on black violence is terrible, but it seems largely ignored.

The direction SocJus has taken instead is to make people neurotics, rather than helping them - to create a blind phobia, a fear and hatred of my kind.

The fact that many of them are white men themselves doesn't stop them in the slightest - these masters of doublethink imagine they are the exceptions to their rule, or that by punishing other white people, they eradicate the Original Sin of their birth.

http://www.realclear.com/assets/photos/234678_5_.gif

Self-loathing flagellators are nothing new.